The Year That Disappeared

i swear last week it was september, and somehow suddenly it's the middle of july. i know i've had a crazy last 10 months or so, and was kind of out of it a lot, but seriously - where did the year go? i find myself randomly thinking of something, and say to myself, "oh, that was in february. no, wait, that was LAST february!" it's a very odd sensation - like the last 10 months didn't really happen. and while i admit there are some gaps (thank you so much, fibro fog), i do remember stuff that happened this past year. but it's just one big blur for the most part. just... wierd. what an odd feeling.