Going With the Flow

there are lots of things going not according to plan at this point in my life.  i can't say that's a bad thing, because it all seems like it's for the best (as long as i can pay my rent next month, anyway). i'm really working on trusting the universe at the moment, and hopefully it'll pay off.  i'm already glad i'm not back at chs, no matter how much i miss my kids and my department (well, some of them anyway).  i'm tutoring which is good - i get to be helpful without all the mountains of unnecessary paperwork and protocols.  it's only part-time, though, so i need something else to pay the bills, but hopefully that's just around the corner.  (and if you have any suggestions, by all means, suggest!) it's certainly less stressful and easier on my poor body.  now if i can just figure out how to get full benefits so i can go back to the doctor...